Life after deceptions

When you have nothing anymore to offer, when you feel totally unmotivated. When people disappoint you endlessly and you haven't got the ability to forgive and to give anything in return. That's when everything suddenly becomes grey and bitter. At this moment, I am surrounded by an unbearable void and utter despair. I can't get out. I am stuck and no one can save me except myself. I don't actually seek to be saved by those who disappointed me, who are to be fair, good at heart, who did their best, maybe, but not for me, they did me wrong. I can't forgive, but I will try to move on.