Cheers to leaving dearest ones

I want to write about people not staying in our lives. About the choice to stay or leave and how the mind, the soul and the body process such a transition. I have big fears yet it must be done or I'll spend the rest of my life in unending misery. It was a pleasure known you, it meant the world to me, it is the dream I never wanted to wake up from. Yet here I am. I will leave. It will hurt but at least I will survive. A part of me will survive, the rest will die... is already dead.