Life after deceptions

When you have nothing anymore to offer, when you feel totally unmotivated. When people disappoint you endlessly and you haven't got the ability to forgive and to give anything in return. That's when everything suddenly becomes grey and bitter. At this moment, I am surrounded by an unbearable void and utter despair. I can't get out. I am stuck and no one can save me except myself. I don't actually seek to be saved by those who disappointed me, who are to be fair, good at heart, who did their best, maybe, but not for me, they did me wrong. I can't forgive, but I will try to move on.

Cheers to leaving dearest ones

I want to write about people not staying in our lives. About the choice to stay or leave and how the mind, the soul and the body process such a transition. I have big fears yet it must be done or I'll spend the rest of my life in unending misery. It was a pleasure known you, it meant the world to me, it is the dream I never wanted to wake up from. Yet here I am. I will leave. It will hurt but at least I will survive. A part of me will survive, the rest will die... is already dead.