The fight

You go up and then down. Up and down. It's a roller-coaster. I ask myself, Is it my choice to fix things, once and for all, or is life like that and I need to fight my way through. Most of the time they tell me it's the latter. But I think it's a combination of will, and fate. In my case my will is absent and my mind is my worst enemy. As a result, I'm busy fighting both my head and getting away frown my fate(if that's possible) or whatever life has got in store for me.
M. Brini