A long process

All I need to do is to convince my brain to ignore the despair I feel each and everyday and find me a purpose. It's hard when you struggle like this. It's so freaking hard. But I try to go on with my life. I try to block this feeling of sadness, not listen to its voice, stop it from getting in my head any further and copy what motivates people. At least for now.
M. Brini