Love

The people you look up to the most, are staring "to fall", they are becoming more vulnerable than ever,everything is out, so there aren't any role models in your life , not anymore. Actually they never were. They are full of flaws, intolerable vices, and somehow they hurted you , most of the time, but still you love them, you care about them, you can't abandon them, they are part of you , part of your identity , part of your genes. Whenever they cry , you want to cry even though you hate it, so very much, you want to detach yourself from them so you can free yourself, because you believe they are keeping you away from the things you want, they are slowing you down. Then again, you think, they are people I love,  I do, with every fiber of my being, people who raised me, people who no matter how wrong or stupid I was, they loved me , they always did, in their own way. Doesn't matter, they love me, truly and unconditionally. And that is what any human being longs for, to be loved for who you are, with all your good, bad and all your imperfections. I don't know what is y question here but I guess I'm confused. Very much. Life is confusing.
"M.Brini"