Kodaline - All I Want (Part 1)

 One of the few songs that touches me so deeply , not only the song but also the video clip. I feel like it is made for me, for people like me. Very beautiful.

Love

The people you look up to the most, are staring "to fall", they are becoming more vulnerable than ever,everything is out, so there aren't any role models in your life , not anymore. Actually they never were. They are full of flaws, intolerable vices, and somehow they hurted you , most of the time, but still you love them, you care about them, you can't abandon them, they are part of you , part of your identity , part of your genes. Whenever they cry , you want to cry even though you hate it, so very much, you want to detach yourself from them so you can free yourself, because you believe they are keeping you away from the things you want, they are slowing you down. Then again, you think, they are people I love,  I do, with every fiber of my being, people who raised me, people who no matter how wrong or stupid I was, they loved me , they always did, in their own way. Doesn't matter, they love me, truly and unconditionally. And that is what any human being longs for, to be loved for who you are, with all your good, bad and all your imperfections. I don't know what is y question here but I guess I'm confused. Very much. Life is confusing.
"M.Brini"

Observer of life: Myself Mary

Observer of life: Myself Mary

Myself Mary

Remind me

You are the illness
You are the cure
Love yourself
People only care about themselves
You need to care about yourself
Think about yourself
Do things for yourself
Things that make you happy
Stop daydreaming
Or at least, do a little of That
But love yourself,  yourself !
M.Brini

Punishing life

"Whatever life took from me ,whatever it keeps taking from me, I am going to take it back, for it is mine , my right. Life can't decide for me" that is what I decided on some day. Though it made me angry every time I realized that is just the stupidest thing to say. Life isn't a game, or fantasy,  or a beautiful story with a happy ending, life is with its goods and bads , with its sweetness and bitterness. . It is what it is. Life always wins. Now the part that I hate, and utterly despise is "acceptance" ; this part is for me like giving up, in fact, it is exactly that, just let things be and that's it. But NO. I can't. I won't. It is not imperative for me to accept that, and I'm not even going mention details about fate and destiny and all that. The point is, I know you can't have everything from life, most of things happen against our will, but it i my right to say no , and take back what is mine, to punish Life and eventually punishing myself.  "M.Brini"

Observer of life: My 12 things list

Observer of life: My 12 things list: I read this list whenever I feel down , and it works like magic.

My 12 things list

I read this list whenever I feel down , and it works like magic.