Regrets

You must regret in order to learn and do better. You must have regrets. "M.Brini"

Madness

Do you ask yourself why you like the things you like.. Once you start underestimating yourself,  and then hating yourself, you become your number one enemy. And you eat your brain thinking all day how horrible, awful , bad you are. You say you're weak, you're beneath everyone, you're ugly,  you're worthless.. I think of this everyday, every second .. but sometimes I see how people look up to me , and say I am not that bad, then again and mostly I start hating those people who look up to me because I think I am worth less and consequently they are, for liking me. "M.Brini"

Purpose

A purpose makes you want things , beautiful things. Makes you stronger, makes you want to do things better ,  to make yourself better,  to push yourself to get what you want, to feel purposeful is a blessing,  is the best of things.  I don't have it;A purpose. I hope this isn't an excuse to justify what am I about to give up. "M.Brini"

Door

I don't want anything to be planned or be according to a plan. I don't want anything intentionally prepared for, except for the important stuff. It is exhausting, makes me sad , makes me unnaturally uncomfortable with the way the world is. It has become an objectif of mine, growing inside of my head each and every day, that I need to move, act , do things randomly. Like that. With patience and prudence but uncertainty and adventures are essential man. Man that is what I need , that is my way out. That is my door. "M.Brini"