I don't want to think about the future anymore. It frightens me everytime I do. I am completely lost and I'm trying desperately to find myself, what I want ,what I'm doing and for whom. I hope one day I get there.I feel like I am the only one among my friends who feels so terribly scared and shattered all the time, even though when I ask them ,they say: "We feel exactly the same". But why our attitudes, our reactions,aren't similar , why doesn't it show. Am I too weak , or are they too strong ?. I hope to find the answer someday."M.Brini"
